I don't like what I'm feeling now. Hmm... excellent question if you're gonna ask, "So what are you feeling now?" I can't quite describe this feeling.

(Fuck. My lappie has been prompting me to restart my computer. It's fucking annoying!)

My heart sank when I saw a facebook message from him. Finally a reply from him after disappearing for 40days. Well done... Can't wait to see what he has to say.

Knew him from the net, we clicked, we would talk about the most random and crazy things that happened to us in our lives. It was funnn... Almost like a penpal. I've always lovedddd the idea of having a penpal. :) Seriously, who wouldn't like it, right? One fine day, he stopped replying to my message. I thought he was busy with his life, popped over to his facebook profile to see if that's the case. Apparently not. He was still active. What I hate the most is when people don't reply to my messages. It's rude. As rude as ignoring someone when he says HI! to you. And so, I deleted him off my friends list. Just like how I deleted Josiah off as well. I should swear off guys whose name starts with J. Darn it!

Well well, guess what. Even till today, he still doesn't know that we're not on each others' facebook anymore. WOW! Guys are SLOW! Lol! Right now, we're trying to clear things up. Lotsa questions on my mind but I don't wish to ask. Not that I'm afraid of sounding silly or anything of that sort. It's just that I'm not interested to know the answers to 'em anymore. Oh wells...