I should be studying. I should be studying. But why the hell am I in here...

Sometimes I get a lil taken aback by my own actions. I'd rock back and forth when I'm trying to psycho myself to do or not to do something. Of course, I'd only do it when I'm all alone. I don't wanna be seen as mentally unsound.

Talked to Nick bout a hell lot of stuff today. His previous r/s reminded me so much of mine. And it's indeed a small world, his ex gf turns out to be my coursemate's current gf. He regretted letting go of her, but he said that was the only thing he could do to let her learn and be a stronger person. I wonder if ZJ felt exactly the same as Nick did when he let go of me... Yeah, I know. I'm supposed to be way over him already. But, he was the one who taught me how to love.

Oh well...